"Say what you need to say"

I know, I know. The proper title to John Mayer's hit single is actually "Say"... but whatevs.

Anyway, I've been thinking about a certain something for the past few weeks now. It's never good when I seriously think about something for more than a week, because it usually sends me spiraling into a rather pensive state (and that's never good).

Correction... I meant to say "a certain someone".  There. I said it. Right here, for all to see.

Whenever I get on this topic, John Mayer ALWAYS starts playing in my mind. "Say what you need to say" is resonating throughout, making me want to simply go out on a limb and... say.

But what I actually want to say scares me. What IF I say? What will they think? What will they do? What will they... say? That's the hardest part.

I don't want to make out. I don't want a hookup. I don't want to cause drama. Really, I don't.

I just want dinner. Or a movie. Or both. With him. Just once... maybe more. But that bridge will be crossed when, or if, I get there.

What do you do in a situation like this? Oh, how I wish "saying" was easier.


... and I'm really liking this new album I'm listening to right now. Thanks for the "recommendation", "a certain someone"!        Ugh.

3 comments:

Jon Paul said...

I know you don't know me, but I stumbled upon your blog and have fallen in love with it. I hope things go well for you and that you get to "say what you need to say." Follow your heart.

Miranda said...

I think it is better to approach someone rather than wondering. If you want to spend time with this person, then chances are, they probably want to spend time with you, too, because we are interested in people who seem to be interested in us! If you don't ask, then the answer is definitely "no," but if you do, then it may be yes! (I'm pretty forward because I don't like to waste time and don't like to wonder!) Let me know what happens! <3

Anonymous said...

Ummm.... no. Please don't tell him. Bad things will happen. That fairy tale you think will happen won't.

I'm just being realistic here. I'm not trying to be a jerk, I just don't want to see you get crushed.

- Not Jimmy......

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